Thursday, October 14, 2010

Sleepless Nights

No sleep. I have class in two hours, my family and best friend are coming up, I have an audition tomorrow, and I'm running on no sleep. I don't know why I cant sleep lately. I have had no problems with it the past month or so but all of a sudden I've been going without sleep.
Maybe it's the scary dreams. Last night, I met Satan... again. She was a woman this time. She was torturing people and making them forget their lives. My roommate Kesley was hit the hardest. Satan was breaking her bones and scattering her brain without even touching her. She was all contorted and such. I won't get that image out of my head for a while. I saw people in a dim lit, institutional building. It was grey and black. I heard screams and moans. I was scared and frantic. It seemed like I was the only one who wasnt crazy. I held as tight as I could to God. I kneeled down to pray and I felt the beautiful warmth. Then I suddenly felt cold and empty. My heart was wrenched and my soul was aching. I heard the sounds of agony ringing in my head. All of Hell was released into my mind. I have never been so frightened in my life. I felt sharp pains in my side as Satan, who was standing behind me, shoved needles in me and sucked out blood til I passed out. I woke up in a white room. I saw her, not her face, but her legs. she was wearing a black skirt and panty hose. As I gained consiousness I realized that she was visible, but not tangable. She stroked my head but all I felt was shivers of cold bumps go down my spine. Oh, I hated this being. I cringed at her moaning voice. I began to whisper another prayer and I slowly felt His warmth again. And as the first time I felt the cold chills as she began screaming "HE DOESN'T EXISTS! STOP PRAYING! HE WONT HEAR YOU!" She stuck the needles in me again and began sucking the blood out of me and as I felt myself getting weaker, I also grew stronger. I got the needles laying on the floor and stuck them in her leg. I know it doens't make sence, but she began bleeding and screaming. (I took the oportunity to flee) It was the most skin crawling scream and her shrill shreaks echoed down the hall I was now running through.
I finally got outside to view and blood red moon and melting stars across the sky. the trees were ashen and the ground was bubbling. I staggered down to a kneel and once again uttered, "Dear Lord, give me strength" Inside my head the powerful voice proclaimed her presence. I could feeling myself falling under her control. Like the shatter of glass, the bones in my hands broke one by one. Consistant with the beats on my heart, I heard the snaps of my bones. I was in such agony. and as I was about to give up, I heard a voice as calm as an autumn breeze thunder in my head, "Save her." I had to go save kelsey. I mustered up all the strength I had left and ran back into the building.
The screaming had grown and the bodies were more mangled. they reached out for me with longing eyes and I was the terror in their faces. My heart crumbled inside me. I ran to every room on every floor and couldn't find Kelsey anywhere. My heart raced.
And then I woke up

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