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I have a new kind of respect for parents. My roommate is planing to go on a date with this boy who was sent home early on his mission for doing something inappropriate. He has been disfellowshiped from the church and he has been told not to have any sort of relationship with a girl for a while. He was also the guy that helped her loose her temple recommend for a while. My room mate knows all this and yet she is still insisting that she needs to see him and that she wants to kiss him. She actually asked him if she could kiss him... and so I'm thinking "you know what you are getting yourself into and you know it wont end well... why the heck are you so adament about seeing a man who is no good?" and then I think... "I've done this before".... Hasn't everyone? I guess its a human thing, but regardless I'm warning her to stay away from him. I'd actually prefer it if she just wouldnt talk to the guy... And thats when I realized that this must be what parents feel like when their kid is doing what my room mate is doing. I love her so much and I dont want to see her get hurt, but it seems as though that this is the only way for her to figure it out. Makes me feel guilty for all my "hey, I'm only human" moments.

In other news, I have a jam sesh with Geoff on Saturday and I'm fighting so hard to not read into anything. That's the curse of being a girl I suppose. But I'm determined to fight against nature.. which if anyone remember Hurricane Katrina, never ends well. I guess he is writing a song and he wants me to sing it with him. Super excited. I love singing duets =D specially when they are with handsome college guys haha

I had a hard time the other night. I think it was friday. I had a bad case of "missing my family and friends". Dont get me wrong, I absolutely love it up here and its a zillion times better than Idaho... but still. I really just wanted to be able to hang out with Aly and Amia and tell them all about Geoff and complain about college and cuddle up and watch a movie. So my neighbor Courtney and I went to Taco Bell at around midnight and I bought a taco AND a burrito. I ate the burrito too fast and threw it up and had the taco for breakfast the next day.

I wear dresses a lot now. I love it. I love the way I feel in a dress.

So my neighbor Courtney likes this guy named Christian. I dont blame her, he is super cute. But anyway she is pretty much obsessed with him and always talks about wanting to ask him on a date. Well, my roommate told me that he knows that she likes him and that he doesnt know what to do about it. she said that she has known for a couple months and that she didnt want to hurt courtney's feelings.Well last night Courtney brought up Christian again and Hannah outright told her that Christian knows and that she should just drop it because if he was going to ask her out he would have done. It was so cold and I thought it was really unneccesary. If she was planning on telling courtney then she should have told her a long time ago and not in front of all her friends. I felt so bad for Courtney and I told her that she should still ask Christian out and if he doesnt ask her on a second date then she needs to move on.