Kitten Kaboodles

Boy what a night. So Andrew and I were hanging out on my back porch and we were talking relationshipy stuff when all of a sudden we heard a little kitten crying. It was faint but it was obviously in trouble so we jumped up and started looking for it. It's terrified little cries led us to a car in the parking lot of the next apartment building over. We lookde all aroudn the car and under the car and inside the car and we couldnt see the little thing. It was freezing and with every minute my anxiety level rose thinking about how cold the little fur bal must have been. So we kept looking for it and finally we found it stuck up in the undercarriage. We couldnt reach it and the cries were getting really desperate. so i went to my car and got my jack and when I came back Andrew was on the phone with the police dispatcher "This is not an emergency call. I need to report a cat stuck in a car. I know that it will die the next time the owner drives the car. I have a jack here and I could lift the car, but I thought maybe I should ask so I dont get into any trouble" He was on the phone for a few mins and the dispatcher told him not to jack the car and to wait for officers to arrive. We waited a few mins and up pulled a couple officers. They looked over the car and started figuring out the best way to get the kitten out. Andrew and I stepped aside to let the men work. About an hour and a few officers later, the cat was freed. We decided to name it 5 because thats how many officers it took to get it out of the car. So at the moment I'm camping out with it in the bathroom. I would jsut leave it in there but it keeps crying and I dont wanna wake all my roommates up. I'll figure out waht to do with it tomorrow, but for now I'm glad I could save the little kitten

Carrots Hate Me

This just in: Carrots hate me.
I was thinking, "hey maybe I'll have a nice snack. Carrots." I was proud of myself and my healthy choices and as i was eating my carrots i was patting myself on the back and then..... AND THEN! A pain sooo emmense hit me right in the chest and nearly knocked me to my knees - if i were standing up. Anyway i made my way to the bathroom and tried the best i could to get it out and ugh it was the most awful experience ive ever had. It was truly terrible. I vow to never eat raw carrots again! NEVER Ever ever ever ever!!!!!!!

What in the world have I done?

So, I just got out of class (which would account for my incredible lack of judgement) where we were talking about why students should take General Education classes. Anyway, I was walking out and I saw a sign. Cafe Night, September 14th 6pm. Sign up in SC 105 to perform. And dont you know it, I went straight to SC 105 and signed up to sing 3 songs are Cafe Night. Thats when I found out that it was a competition. Dang. I want to perform and not worry about people judging me against other people. I just want them to enjoy relaxing music. So anyway no turning back now. And I don't know what songs I should sing and you bet your bottom dollar that I'm gonna be practicing day in and day out. Sheesh....

Adapt?

new classes
new teachers
new semester
new roommates
new room
new ward
new hair
new clothes
new job?????
new traffic
new hours at work
new people at work
new calling
new friends

and yet so much of me feels so constant

Getting to know you

Its funny how the people you've known the longest can be the people who have become the strangest to you. I guess its because everyone stops asking the simple questions: whats your favorite color? whats your favorite animal? What kind of music do you like? what is your wildest dream? and do you hope that someday it will come true? And then when they find out the answers to the questions they are all shocked becuase they didnt ever see that side of each other. "I didn't know you liked Bob Marley" "I didn't know you have always dreamed of owning a bakery" "I didn't know that your favorite animal is an elephant" Of course you dont know, because you never asked. You tell me that you value me in one way or another, but how can that be when you have no idea who I am. You dont know that I want to go to Kazahkstan and eat an apple and see Tulips. You dont know that I want to touch people's hearts with something so simple like a cookie and a smile. You dont know that my only dream in life is to make other people see the world the way I see it: wonderful and full of people who are all looking for the same thing- LOVE. I want to unite the world with food. And I want you to ask me why and be legitamently interested in my answer.

We All Start by blowing bubbles and end in blowing up our neighbors

Judging Dark Alleys

I gues it isn't fair to say that someone is completely trusting or completely untrusting. Everything in life takes discernment. For example, you aren't going to go out and ask a complete stranger to hold on to a hundred bucks for you. You don't know anything about them and even if you did, wouldn't you have to judge whether they are trustworthy or not? So I know they say that judging people is wrong but dont we judge people all the time? Aren't we judging everything all the time? A dark alley? Don't go down there it's dangerous. What makes it dangerous? Scary people are there? Well how the hell do you know that if you never go down it? But who is willing to take the chance? No one. Because everyone is judging everything all the time. And those who don't are considered stupid. People who judge are said to be smart. And yet Jesus said not to judge. I wonder if Jesus would walk down a dark alley. Are these dark alleys not comparable to the dark people you seems to discard everyday? The sadest part is that because no one is going down these dark alleys, no one finds the gold on the side of the road. Allbeit that it was probably chucked out from a car during a highspeed chase or something but it doesn't make it less valuable.
And I love that walking through a field at night is dangerous. Well I wanna walk in a field at 2am