Going Deaf

So today I had an interesting experience. I went deaf. Only for a couple seconds, but there was a moment when i couldn't hear anything. I was so nervous. I already have a bad left ear and sometimes i cant hear anything out of it, but then my right ear went blank. I'm really nervous. I better start learning ASL

"They only kidnap lesbians in Rexburg"

Fear. Everyone has fear... yes, even Chuck Norris. My biggest fear is getting kidnapped.
So last night I was having a hard time and I just needed an out. Kesley, my roommate, took me for a drive out in the middle of nowhere. It was really freaky.. kinda. We decided to get out and go for a walk. We talked and walked back. On our way back to the car we saw a pair of headlights and I was all "thats creepy". And then it stopped and I freaked out a little more, but Kelsey asured me that there was a stop sign there. And then the car turned and came toward us. I seriously freaked out. Kelsey tried to hold my hand and then I pulled away and was all "no they are gonna think we are lesbians!" she laughed and said "because they only kidnap lesbians in Rexburg" I was hyperventalating and the car stopped next to us and rolled down the window. In the passanger seat there was a nice young girl and she said "Are you guys alright?" lol it took me a long time to calm down. lol

College Life Sucks

There are no exciting things to say about today. My flatmate is going mad, the guy I like is crazy in love with another girl (I let that slip right through my fingers), and I'm sick with my fourth cold this year. 1. My flatmate, Tori, is going through a... "rough patch". She is so man hungry it's insane, she's on her period, and her roommate is ditching her for her new boyfriend. I feel bad for her, i really do, but when she is grunting and groaning all the time it's time to call it quits. I love her, poor child, but she needs to find a new way to deal with her problems than take it out on everyone around her. 2. The guy I like, Ryan... He's so cute! Blonde and blue eyes. He's super nice and we get along great. We met at a bonfire and we hit it off right away. He even asked for my number xoxo. But then he met Ashley... I never get along with girls named Ashley. Never have, Never will. He is crazy in love with her cute curly brown hair and her dorky quirks and her lean figure. FML. So I suppose it goes without saying that I feel so dumb for working myself up over him. He's just a guy. I've decided to look at it like "There must be someone better out there for me" or at least thats what I want to believe. I still think he's cute though... 3. I've got a cold. That makes me even more homesick. I wish I was cuddling with my mom right now eating some of her amazing corn bread and chili. I miss home so bad. It's wonderful here, but I really just want my friends and family. Anyway so now I'm stuck in a realm of odds mishaps and wrong classes. I have to live with beezy women on their periods and a super depressed, man hungry troll, and to top it all off I'm so sick of microwavable meals. I wish the three months could be over.

Demolition Derby

So last night I went to a demolition derby. I have never been to one so I was excited. So we got there and there was smokers, drinkers, cussers, and really dirty people. Some were missing teeth. We finally found  spot to sit and waited for the nxt round to start. They leveled out the mud and brought all the cars in. They counted down from 5 and when they reach one all Hell broke loose. The drivers were slamming into each other, getting stuck in the mud, and busting tires and radiators. I was horrified. I seriously did try to have a good time but all I could think was "I wonder how many people here are litterate". And its not that I think I am better than them in any way it just wasnt my scene. And to top it all off a man in suspenders with long blonde hair knelt down in mud, in the middle of the arena, in front of all these rednecks and proposed to a girl... and she was dumb enough to say yes. Mud, broken cars, drunk rednecks... yea that screams romance to me. If a guy ever wants to propose to me it better not be in mud or in public or in any place where there are glorified bumper cars. It was an intersting night topped of my now present cold and cough.

Collegic Bean

Hello all,
Well, I'm just begining a huge step in life: going to college. So far its been a blast. I have jumped off a 30 foot bridge into a freezing river(as seen aboce), hung out at a bonfire with a million people i didnt know, went to an outdoor concert outside Sammy's, went to a concert in the dunes, and played volleyball with some of my apartment buddies. I love my roomies. Kelsey and Tori remind me of Aly and Amia so its fun and depressing at the same time. I really miss home but I dont cry as often anymore. I really miss my animals. OMG this guy has a pet black widow in his apartment. That cant be a good thing. I mean its in a cage but still if that sucker gets out I will never make cocoa for him again lol. This place is crazy. Couples everywhere. its like the college issued out magnets and i didnt get mine. Seriously couples are popping up everywhere after only two weeks. Its really wierd. Two weeks... feels like i've been here for a year and 7 days cuz everything moves so slow. I have to walk everywhere. I didnt know how much I liked walking untill i had to do it. its nice. The uphill stuff isnt all that amazing but still. Its really beautiful here.