Friday, May 27, 2011

forget you

If there is one word to describe my week.... it's SUCKFEST!!!!!! Every single day this week has been exponentially crappy. And to top it off, the one thing I was actually looking forward to (going home) has been promptly ripped away from me. Well, I'm glad their car broke down. They totally deserve it. I mean I totally expect this behavior from my sister, but I thought for sure Nelson would stick up for me. Well as long as I know where their priorities lie. Freak. If they just waited a few hours everything would have been fine. I get that they wanna see mom and dad and all that jazz but I do too. I was so excited when momma told me that they were going down. but then my sister insisted we go early friday morning so we got there at a decent hour. I asked that we leave after 3 so I could turn in my paper and get credit for being in class so I could make up the points I missed, but they couldn't do that. so they did ther logical thing: left in the middle of the night. Wow guys. wow. hope you have a super fun weekend and "forget" you both.

Monday, May 16, 2011

Updates

I have a new kind of respect for parents. My roommate is planing to go on a date with this boy who was sent home early on his mission for doing something inappropriate. He has been disfellowshiped from the church and he has been told not to have any sort of relationship with a girl for a while. He was also the guy that helped her loose her temple recommend for a while. My room mate knows all this and yet she is still insisting that she needs to see him and that she wants to kiss him. She actually asked him if she could kiss him... and so I'm thinking "you know what you are getting yourself into and you know it wont end well... why the heck are you so adament about seeing a man who is no good?" and then I think... "I've done this before".... Hasn't everyone? I guess its a human thing, but regardless I'm warning her to stay away from him. I'd actually prefer it if she just wouldnt talk to the guy... And thats when I realized that this must be what parents feel like when their kid is doing what my room mate is doing. I love her so much and I dont want to see her get hurt, but it seems as though that this is the only way for her to figure it out. Makes me feel guilty for all my "hey, I'm only human" moments.

In other news, I have a jam sesh with Geoff on Saturday and I'm fighting so hard to not read into anything. That's the curse of being a girl I suppose. But I'm determined to fight against nature.. which if anyone remember Hurricane Katrina, never ends well. I guess he is writing a song and he wants me to sing it with him. Super excited. I love singing duets =D specially when they are with handsome college guys haha

I had a hard time the other night. I think it was friday. I had a bad case of "missing my family and friends". Dont get me wrong, I absolutely love it up here and its a zillion times better than Idaho... but still. I really just wanted to be able to hang out with Aly and Amia and tell them all about Geoff and complain about college and cuddle up and watch a movie. So my neighbor Courtney and I went to Taco Bell at around midnight and I bought a taco AND a burrito. I ate the burrito too fast and threw it up and had the taco for breakfast the next day.

I wear dresses a lot now. I love it. I love the way I feel in a dress.

So my neighbor Courtney likes this guy named Christian. I dont blame her, he is super cute. But anyway she is pretty much obsessed with him and always talks about wanting to ask him on a date. Well, my roommate told me that he knows that she likes him and that he doesnt know what to do about it. she said that she has known for a couple months and that she didnt want to hurt courtney's feelings.Well last night Courtney brought up Christian again and Hannah outright told her that Christian knows and that she should just drop it because if he was going to ask her out he would have done. It was so cold and I thought it was really unneccesary. If she was planning on telling courtney then she should have told her a long time ago and not in front of all her friends. I felt so bad for Courtney and I told her that she should still ask Christian out and if he doesnt ask her on a second date then she needs to move on.

Friday, May 13, 2011

Parks and Rec

I was going to write an epic tale of my adventures last night, but as soon as I got to the last sentence, I pressed something and it all disapeared.



Sad day


anyway the short version because I'm too lazy to re-type it all

I like this guy named Geoff. He works for LDS Philanthropies and goes to school at BYU. He's a musician and plays a lot of the same stuff I do. Anyway....

Last night my neighbor asked me if I wanted to go to the park at around 11pm and of course I wouldnt turn down a rave at the park with like 4 people. On our way there, she told me that she was going to invite this guy that she liked (Christian) which was fine with me cuz I was planning on doing the same thing. We stopped by Christian's apartment and he said he couldnt go so then we went over a couple doors to see if Geoff, or Kevin (who is like my bff), wanted to come with us. As we were about to knock on the door, I saw the back of Geoff's head cuddled right up to a girl... I quickly shooed Courtney away from the door and whispered something along the lines of "We need to get out of here!.... NOW!" I felt sooo embarrassed. We went to the 7-11 around the corner and I went through the whole thing in my head and Courtney dripped her slushie EVERYWHERE including my feet. I decided that I wasn't that upset about it and that I still wanted to be his friend. So we decided to go back there and ask him and his girl to come anyway. and I did want to ask kevin if he wanted to go. So we get back to their apartment and we knocked on t he door and Courtney walked in first as I lingered in the doorway outside. I heard her say "oh.... um is kevin or geoff here?" I suddenly was really confused and i peeked into the apartment and saw that geoff and kevin's room mate was the one cuddled up on the couch with a girl who happened to be his fiance. I tried to play it cool cuz this was my first time meeting him and I wanted to seem nice and not horrifically awkward. But inside my head was reeling and my knees were being dumb. I felt worse after finding out that it wasnt him than when I thought it was. 'Great!' I thought to myself 'Welcome back to the rollar coster'. Geoff and Kevin ended up not being there so we walked to the park. A few minutes later, as we were just reaching the park, Courtney got a call. It was Kevin. She told him to come to the park and he resisted because he had to be up early in the morning. With the power of two women, we pursuaded him to come anyway. Not too long after that courtney got another call. It was Geoff and he said that he had to deliver some cupcakes and then he would run right over. Which he did... he actually ran to the park. ... anyway so at this point I'm thinking "great not only is he still not cuddling with other girls but he bakes cupcakes for people... and now he's runing over to the park to come hang out with us" anyway we 4 hung out til about 1 and Geoff got a ride from Kevin who was aparently too lazy to walk to the park like 5 steps away from his apartment. And Courtney and I walked to our apartments where we were up till around 2:30am talking about it.

Thus is the life of a single college female.